Well-deserved

Well the first time I had sex wasn t this big planned sha-bang or a wham-bam-thank-you-m am but it was special just the same. My boyfriend and I had discussed the fact that I couldn t have sex because of the pain so when I finally got up the courage it was only a matter of days before my boyfriend was putting his finger inside me. Mind you that never happend before even when I masterbated. I set a rule that we wouldn t have sex until he could fit 2 fingers. A few seconds later he said I ve got two. so I decided that this was it I was going to lose my virginity so I gave him the word and before I knew it he was between my legs and I was lying back waiting for him to be inside me like I had dreamt of so often before we went out. He made it as painless as humanly possible but when only 2 fingers had ever been up there it was pretty tight so it hurt alot! It took alot to keep from shouting. I felt bad. He had waited so long to have me and all I did was kind of push back away from him. I guess it didn t bug him. I did much better the second time. Sort of. All I know is that the sex is AWESOME now and I wouldn t trade that night for anything.